QueenKingfish

suz247:

She sniffled again. “Nope. I’ll never have a first kiss, and you’ll always be the only man I can touch.” I could almost hear her shrugging, like it was no big fucking deal.

I scoffed. I wanted to make her laugh again; I wanted to hear that chuckle, not the bitterness, and definitely not the acceptance. I snorted in a chuckle myself while shading harder on the paper. “You sound like you want me to kiss you.” I snickered with a smirk.

I was expecting to hear her snort, or laugh, or scoff, or maybe even fucking slap the shit out of it for suggesting something so ludicrous, but I was met with complete and total fucking silence. My pencil in my hand froze, leaving the dark area of my drawing only half shaded, and my smirk vanished from my face.

Slowly, I lifted my head from the sketchbook to see her. And she was looking down at her book fucking blushing,

Holy fucking Christ.

She really fucking did. She really wanted me to give her her first kiss. But I couldn’t just do that. Not with Bella. Not unless she came out and asked.

She glanced up at me from her book, as I’m sure I was staring at her looking a little fucking stunned. Then she blushed harder, and looked away quickly.

All the air left my lungs. “Bella…” I started cautiously. “If you want something like that, you’re going to have to ask me. No bullshit beating around the bush.” I said bluntly. I couldn’t assume she wanted something like that and then just fucking do it. Then I really would look like the asshole manipulator.

She kept her flaming red face downward, still having a few residual sniffles. “Would you say yes?” She whispered.

Then I really had to fucking think. It would be awkward as hell. It might cost us the whole routine. That’s a whole fucking lot to put on the line. But, on the other hand, it was an experience Bella really wanted… needed. It was something that would help rid her of some of that ugly bitterness I hated.

I took a deep breath. She still hadn’t lifted her gaze away from the carpet. “Would it make shit weird?” I asked, grasping for some reassurance that the routine wouldn’t go away.

She shook her head slowly, never looking up. “Not for me.”

- Wide Awake by AngstGoddess03 

I miss this fanfiction :) Always will be one of my favorites.

If Movie Posters Told The Truth

We know honey, and he’s a keeper!!

pretty shoes! and I’m surprised to see pre-vamp Bella all sexified in the short jacket & skinny jeans… interesting

vampirediaries4ever:

Bella’s Wedding Shoes!